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Me Vs. Myself

To the realest:

God is my everything.  I can never just go back to the choices that I’ve made before with my own free will. It’s been so difficult, because my spiritual side is battling with my physical side.

My spiritual and higher self is staying pure, patient, and strong VS. the physical side which is begging me to give into the old ways.

Being momentarily weak leads to feeling empty after, to stir away from God for a simple pleasure wouldn’t be worth it.  No matter how great it is.. 😉

Have you been falling weak to your lower self or easily influenced? Every choice we make counts either towards our higher purpose or molded into the lower self. Repent, it’s not too late to change. Treat other’s with respect, consider their personal struggles as well.

When I feel down, and situations have been throwing me off:  I pray harder. At the last minute, good people wonderfully motivate me without even knowing it, then I realize how blessed we are just to know each other. God really slaps you into perspective! 😉 Divine Timing is limitless.

“Yet God has made everything beautiful for its own time.” Ecclesiastes 2:11

When Gods presence is known, cherish the beautiful moment. There’s a progressing happiness that you can deeply feel and share from the healing love of God. It’s when the impossible becomes possible. Gods Love surrounds you when you lovingly speak of Him and praise Jesus,  it’s a wondrous, continuous, vast, joyous Holy spirit. 

Time is too precious, are you listening to God and your Spiritual Higher self ? Or are you being swayed and seduced by the enemy by being molded into his minion? Do not waste your time causing destruction on this planet where we all live. Instead you can put time into your destiny, while helping the planet with the guidance of God.  

 

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Grateful

God put me here to write that’s my reason,

We can all grow with prayers every season,

Love others from the heart,  let the words flow,

Jesus and Gods warriors is all I care to know,

We were saved and will always be grateful,

To Him we surrender and are forever faithful,

One love, one mind, one accord,

There’s power in Praising the Lord.

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Dedicated to God and Gods warriors. Thanks for helping through the tribulations in this first chapter in my new Born Again Life. 🙂

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Patience Prayers

Hey Realest:

I’ve been tested and distracted this week by some influential people with tainted hearts and closed minds.  Some manipulative people can cause pain, which can cause hurtful situations, which need to be known, then healed, and learned from.

I Pray for patience and healing. I also pray that people are more patient with me when I don’t understand something; that we as humans can all be patient with each other, and to try harder to understand one another.

Having Full faith in God, Forgiving those that hurt you, but staying away from the negative influence is helpful for your own development. We don’t need to soak in bitterness, anger, envy, or sadness, when God provided other Real, honest, people in life, that are positively encouraging.

Magnifying somebody’s wrongs doesn’t make it right. Everyone has their own problems, people DO NOT need somebody to pick apart their lives unless we ask you to do so. You can’t force your issues on anybody else. Spying, lying, hating, and bullying all are disgustingly obsessive issues. Just talking about peoples problems without even trying to help them is not logical nor needed, so why do it? We can’t keep having these high expectations forced on people, it’s not helping, that’s just asking to be let down..

It results in people becoming more impatient and frustrated with the imbalanced situation. (For an example, why are the gossips always complaining about the drunks,  or the drunks on the smokers..  When they all sin equally) We cannot condemn people for choosing their freewill, but we can react righteously by offering help, or neutrally by staying away when refused.

Creating Rumors is assisting in evil acts. We can’t just go bashing each other with unkind labels and gossip because you can really hurt peoples’ growth and careers.  (This happen to me.) People that do this can be sued for libel, slander or defamation of character.  It’s simply unethical. So walk away, don’t say words that will get you in trouble, and don’t feed the Devil…

**Remember we are all Fighting in this one world together..

Always open your mind to the other’s perspective. When we try to put ourselves in their shoes, we realize that the other person has some personal battles just like us. We don’t need to destroy each other, that’s just what ‘they’ want,  is to keep us divided. Realize it, Fix your own imbalances, pray for patience, and believe God will provide you with what you need.

 

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Patience Prayers.

Prayers for patience is needed,

To the One, Divine, God we pleaded,

For us internationally, not to be divided,

We can only progress by being united,

We need the generational curses to be lifted,

To have a beautiful future and have the stigma shifted,

I  will continue to protect and pray,

For our children to be saved everyday.

 

Dedicated to Jesus, and my encouraging friends.. 🙂

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dedication

To the realest:

Hey y’all I was baptized this Sunday! Yeehhh!  Hallelujah! 🙂

Spiritually, I feel wonderfully refreshed and am officially Born Again Christian! 😀

Physically, I’m more hypersensitive to different spirits, whereas before I was completely oblivious to it.  It’s a different perspective on life, when Jesus is by your side.. I’m pulling back from everything that once mattered to me, I don’t see anything the same anymore…

*The loving people that I’ve always valued are still as precious to me as always. I’ll always remember my old life as a beautiful harmonic memory intertwined and sprouted with my new found one. Gods first now and on, I go to Him before I act on anything, I will always be dedicated and faithful to Him.

Let’s keep a higher mind! 🙂 Keep your conscientiousness up by checking your thoughts, actions, and loving people in a non toxic way..

Never lower yourself. Don’t ever fall into the lies, rumors, or gossip because it fuels the hate that feeds the devil. Don’t feed (putting your energy) into any unforgiving, bitterness, fear or a doubtful concept that can avalanche when it can all be temporary. Take a deep breath before you do and say anything you may regret.. 

Don’t invite the devious in, don’t turn your back on God. Speak with love, and be the example He wants you to be.

 Do Something Great, while your here! 🙂  With our time on the planet make the most of it and be wise. What’s the point of being here without making a positive impact? Or being extremely popular if you don’t use your influence to better humanity or the planet? For Fame, Money, Materials? It’s not going to last, you can’t bring it to heaven nor hell. There is more than just a physical world, but while we have it we might as well try to Unite, and Fix it. 

Have you ever been fully dedicated to anything in your entire life?

This is my first time being dedicated to anything 100%. He means more to me than myself.  No more distractions,  Hes been calling me, so I choose to answer Him.

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Dedicated  

I’m metamorphosing and uninterruptedly consecrated,

For the Love and will of God is sharply concentrated,

It’s a great change within me,

That not everybody could see,

No more lust and temporary sensations,

Letting go of all of my toughest temptations,

I owe my whole life to Jesus,

He died for and continually saves us,

For His love and commands I’ll devout and obey,

Because He gives me purpose and brightens up my day.

 

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Dedicated to Jesus and Gods warriors.

The Process..

Hey realist:

These past few weeks have been a transitioning roller coaster.

As a person, I’m growing spiritually, physically, and mentally but being Tested… With ALL of the disappointments and  fails this past week, I choose not to sink. I choose to have a positive perspective, and not to dwell, there was a lot of good moments with dear people I will always value and cherish. With God and pure intentions in my prayers, it’s been working on me and some of my blessed friends fast. 🙂

I have been praying to be healed and my prayers were answered. I’m thankful to God through Pastor Tim for healing me. Seeing God that day was truly a stunned blessing. 

God makes no mistakes,  your perfect the way you are with faith. We truly are blessed even when feeling low, it’s temporary, don’t ever take life or your body for granted. That includes your mind and spirit, don’t taint your spirit by surrounding yourself, with negativity or bad energy.

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When God calls you to your higher alignment, I hope you let him guide you to where you need to be. With open arms, he’s got it under control. We are human, we make mistakes but ultimately you decide, with your free will out of the 2 choices:

1)  To be guided by God to higher alignment.

2) To follow his enemy to lower alignment.

That’s it,  just black and white. ALL things are possible through God, you can change… 

 

My Process.

Growing from being a Ratchet to a Born Again Angel,

The Devil tries to pull me down from every angle,

Used to be a selfish, stubborn, a drugged out sinner,

Now walking with God, to become a truthful Winner,

Still a battling, everyday human like you,

For Jesus, there’s nothing I wouldn’t do,

When hurting and was going to give up, nobody else could see,

He showed me mercy, love, strength, healing, and victory.

 

Dedicated to Jesus and my Godly friends guiding me closer  to Him.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Change.

 

Hey realist:

I’ve been having technical errors that have been deleting my entire post after spending time writing them. After the second post was deleted, I took a break, but I’m back! 

I love to write about everything especially about our Creator, He’s the great love of my life and the most important…

What’s the most important thing in your life?? (People, animals, government, rules, music, money or etc? ) That’s all we hear about is negative talk about people.. It’s not helping, so Try to Stop it!

Try not to bite into it. Think of Negativity like the sour apple from the Garden of Eden. The devil wants you to believe in all of the rumors, gossip, and lies. When you put your beautiful energy into actively listening to it, you taint your spirit and you feed your lower self. .. So avoid it..

We are ALL guilty of not being cautious of what we say, write, or do.. Now knowing you were feeding your lower self… Don’t let the worse version of yourself take over… We all have our own purpose through God with free will, Only you have the choice so CHANGE IT!

Don’t get sucked in anymore! Our time is too precious to give energy into the negative, and shallow influence. When you know in your heart what is divine and real, take it as a sign… You will feel it. 😉

Please don’t ever be stirred away from the 7 Most important ideals:

  1. GOD. *
  2. Happiness & Love.
  3. Your Goals leading to your higher self.
  4. True Family.
  5. Mother & Earthlings.
  6. Compassion & Gratefulness.
  7. Honesty & Forgiveness.

 

Anything or anybody stirring you away from the 7 ideals is a negative influence.

 

 

Change.

I need God to motivate me,

Revive my spirit, set me free,

Dear lord I need to breakthrough please,

I pray for love, strength and peace,

Even if my life I must rearrange,

I surrender to you for a positive change.

 

 

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Thanks for reading.. Inspired by my Godly friends. 🙂

 

Prayers for All.

Hey Realest:

I put my All of my energy and express my soul through my honest words. It’s been a rough couple of weeks, but I’m ready for changes. As hard as it may be to let go , we can never grow without movement. We can’t keep jumping into the same cycles or adversary patterns and expect to thrive.

No more free time will be wasted with the wrong people and bad choices. If you feel negative or used, after spending time with a certain person.. Then give that person space.. Pray that person may have clarity in their own personal journey.

Through My walk with God, I’m learning to be strong, clear, heal, be compassionate, focused, and aligning with my higher self. Our time is too precious and limited, we can’t waste it on the wrong things or people.

Prayers

We can’t let anymore Real ones die in Vain,

Doing what we have to do, to fight through the pain,

Open your mind up to trust, care, and love,

Always pray for the earth, to the God up above,

There are shards of the Divine shining from within,

His spirit grows in our hearts, moments, minds, and kin,

Share the love of God through the Word and enlighten,

Where the presence of Faith is you wont need to be frighten.

Dedicated to those families left behind in the tragedies. Peace, love, condolences and prayers for you All.

Spoken.

Why are evil people running the Office?

Why are angels dying in the process?

Why do hard working people hurt to be broke?

While the riches are given to the dirty bloke..

“….Let’s change the way we live, ” Like Tupac would say.

It’s getting hard to survive this unjust system everyday,

Find solutions, help, and love each other,

For the World is ours to save and discover,

Real people, truth’s must be spoken,

Our gift is clear, We are God’s chosen.

Thanks yall ! Peace and love.