A Second Chance

Hey realest:

When God gives you a second chance, you have to run with Him, right?

I truly believe He gave me a second chance almost two months ago..  I was sick, slowly dying, limping, and in constant pain. I was trying to hide it..  

I’m grateful about Almost two months ago I was stunned by His light, love, and healing. I owe Him my life. 

I have been asking for clarity on what he wants me to do with the second chance He gave me. I’ll obey Him, I know He wants me to do a lot but mainly to be “still”, be happy, to write wherever I am and to share His word around the world. Whatever He commands of me  I’ll do.

If you were given a new life, what would you do ?.. A whole second chance at life? 

Would you be the same after? 

Honestly, I’m letting God guide me through everything. I never knew what real love was until I felt that of God. 

The enemy tries to take me out by taking away opportunities, lying, slandering, depressing, distracting, hating, and using other people as his vessels. I’m human, and it does hurt. Especially when people you care about run your name down, but I know it’s not Really them, they’re being used.

It’s the “clout”, the enemy brings confusion with a cloudy mind. He lures them with his “fun” tactics, his beautiful, persuasive, cool voice, and demonizes them without them knowing. In one moment you can go from angel to demon. .

Which one are you??  There’s no gray area. Its with your freewill, your choice. What kind of actions are you choosing? Are your words used filled with love or hate? God will judge us.

I choose to live a thriving life with God rather than be ravished in evil. . I’m grateful to God for the church, to supportive friends, and to the new life he blessed me with.

Your second chance starts today! Everyday day is a new opportunity to do better than you have before..!

Although I may struggle in some areas of my life, God makes our life worth living.. 

 

Almost two months Ago, thanks be to God, with the hands of Pastor Tim I’m healed: 

 

 

 

Second Chance 

Ending the cycles of “Bad romance,”

Living through God in my Second Chance,

He loved me enough to start my life a new,

After all of the awful things I’ve been through,

Praying for God’s people to have prosperity,

For the Kingdom with God, we are free,

If you don’t change now then when?

To enter Heaven you must be Born Again.

 

**Thanks for reading!

Dedicated to Jesus, Gods people, and the Freedom church.

The Process..

Hey realist:

These past few weeks have been a transitioning roller coaster.

As a person, I’m growing spiritually, physically, and mentally but being Tested… With ALL of the disappointments and  fails this past week, I choose not to sink. I choose to have a positive perspective, and not to dwell, there was a lot of good moments with dear people I will always value and cherish. With God and pure intentions in my prayers, it’s been working on me and some of my blessed friends fast. 🙂

I have been praying to be healed and my prayers were answered. I’m thankful to God through Pastor Tim for healing me. Seeing God that day was truly a stunned blessing. 

God makes no mistakes,  your perfect the way you are with faith. We truly are blessed even when feeling low, it’s temporary, don’t ever take life or your body for granted. That includes your mind and spirit, don’t taint your spirit by surrounding yourself, with negativity or bad energy.

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When God calls you to your higher alignment, I hope you let him guide you to where you need to be. With open arms, he’s got it under control. We are human, we make mistakes but ultimately you decide, with your free will out of the 2 choices:

1)  To be guided by God to higher alignment.

2) To follow his enemy to lower alignment.

That’s it,  just black and white. ALL things are possible through God, you can change… 

 

My Process.

Growing from being a Ratchet to a Born Again Angel,

The Devil tries to pull me down from every angle,

Used to be a selfish, stubborn, a drugged out sinner,

Now walking with God, to become a truthful Winner,

Still a battling, everyday human like you,

For Jesus, there’s nothing I wouldn’t do,

When hurting and was going to give up, nobody else could see,

He showed me mercy, love, strength, healing, and victory.

 

Dedicated to Jesus and my Godly friends guiding me closer  to Him.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Change.

 

Hey realist:

I’ve been having technical errors that have been deleting my entire post after spending time writing them. After the second post was deleted, I took a break, but I’m back! 

I love to write about everything especially about our Creator, He’s the great love of my life and the most important…

What’s the most important thing in your life?? (People, animals, government, rules, music, money or etc? ) That’s all we hear about is negative talk about people.. It’s not helping, so Try to Stop it!

Try not to bite into it. Think of Negativity like the sour apple from the Garden of Eden. The devil wants you to believe in all of the rumors, gossip, and lies. When you put your beautiful energy into actively listening to it, you taint your spirit and you feed your lower self. .. So avoid it..

We are ALL guilty of not being cautious of what we say, write, or do.. Now knowing you were feeding your lower self… Don’t let the worse version of yourself take over… We all have our own purpose through God with free will, Only you have the choice so CHANGE IT!

Don’t get sucked in anymore! Our time is too precious to give energy into the negative, and shallow influence. When you know in your heart what is divine and real, take it as a sign… You will feel it. 😉

Please don’t ever be stirred away from the 7 Most important ideals:

  1. GOD. *
  2. Happiness & Love.
  3. Your Goals leading to your higher self.
  4. True Family.
  5. Mother & Earthlings.
  6. Compassion & Gratefulness.
  7. Honesty & Forgiveness.

 

Anything or anybody stirring you away from the 7 ideals is a negative influence.

 

 

Change.

I need God to motivate me,

Revive my spirit, set me free,

Dear lord I need to breakthrough please,

I pray for love, strength and peace,

Even if my life I must rearrange,

I surrender to you for a positive change.

 

 

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Thanks for reading.. Inspired by my Godly friends. 🙂

 

The Real Me.

Hey loves:

I’ve been going through it. The rough feels of the break up, school, work, being disappointed, and figuring out who I am. The entirety of the process!

I usually try to keep it sugarcoated but today, if I sound bitter, I don’t apologize, I’m being ‘too honest’. I find there are many shady, shallow, haters or “mice” along with some rare wise, sweet, or honest and quality people. The worlds population is increasing in persona, but does anyone even really know who they are? If they do, are they doing there part to help society? (Without other’s telling them who and what to be.)

We are each here for our own pure purpose and everything else that doesn’t answer Yes to the questions is a negative distraction to guide us away from our Light: 

Does ‘the persona’ match with who they actually are? Does it align with there true purpose? Are they sending a valuable, teaching, funny, healing, positive, or a loving message? 

If not, whats the point? We don’t need it!

I don’t want to hurt anybody but it’s apart of the spiritual process to help others, while expressing honesty through creativity, prayers, and blessings.

Where are we guiding the future? Is it preparing our children to accomplish goals or better humanity or the planet? Or are we programming our children to follow the masses? I love my country, but I know we are guilty of controlled conditioning. People are starting to wake up (thank God!) and envision the world of higher alignment and peace.

When I actually do have the time to write I put my whole heart into my words. All of my emotions included, the happy, angry, and sad are all here. This is who I am.  Beyond the physical changing appearance, beyond labels, beyond finances, or stigmas, or misinterpretations, this is the real me.

Who is the real you?? 

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The Real Me. 

My heart is still healing from being broken, 

Went from the American Dream to now woken, 

I’m making choices and now I’m even more confused, 

I have to pay the bills, so the ‘program’ can’t be refused, 

I’m still in school hurting and learning,

Pure knowledge is what I’ve been yearning, 

Through education my power is able to exercise, 

Apart of my inspired soul challenges to rise,  

“An all around writer” has flourished to be, 

 Call it fate, Gods destiny, this is the real me.

I pray for my true friends, family, and the people that read with an open mind. This maybe just a simple blog to others but it’s truly me spilling myself with words and communicating to the world since I’m usually too busy. Thanks for taking the time out to read.  God Bless!!

Mic Drops of Truth

Realest:

I appreciate your patience.. I have been as real as I possibly can, especially about things I truly understand…

No, not everybody knows everything AT ALL. We understand concepts and hints about people, but trust, even the smartest people don’t know everything..

I have no shame in asking questions, especially about issues, or topics I don’t understand. This is how we find Real, factual, information is by asking questions… Knowledge is power after all..

Some of my many ‘unanswered questions’ are :

Why are people reading tweets as facts especially our leaders? Why do people quote it more than the bible or other holy books? 

I’m not knocking social media, its purpose of connecting internationally is motivating a positive movement in society but only if used Correctly, but most people haven’t been using it correctly. . Studies found an increasing rate of depression connected to those that always use social media, especially in the younger generation..

The voluntary information that we give online goes directly to our political Leaders, FBI, CIA, marketing algorithms, and other government authorities.. My Privacy is important and I don’t think it’s right for  people to subliminally “Control” others.

**Why don’t we use the abandon buildings in the Down Town areas as a  Homeless Shelter on one Level, Urban Farming on another level, kitchen on another level, Animal shelters on another level, Fixed Income Mental & Physical Health clinics on another, Computer engineering and programming on another?  In the urban farming sector we can produce a delicious snack such as a potato, bell pepper, okra, etc or an inexpensive vegetable or fruit to consume and bring funds for this project. We can create a mentor-ship program to help people become trained and counseled to pick a vocation. It will eventually become self ran but still regulated. This can help the economy by increasing employment for the fellowship as well as the Police Department that can help regulate these sections, and increase the quality of life in the demographic.

“They” always say that they are going to build more outside the city but haven’t yet…. Wouldn’t “they” save more money and resources if they just fixed the buildings? ?

Why are some people still drilling into our Mother for oil after all of the harmful effects known and gases shes leaking?  

“They” already know how dangerous it is to our environment,  and still “they” want to hurt us all, Rather than use their resources to expand synthetic oils which would eventually maximize profits and give us a chance at a future. . .

I don’t mean to Make everybody angry nor is it my job to make everybody happy,  people need to start asking honest questions for actual change to occur… 

No More distractions! 

Again, I know I’m being  harsher than usual but the ugly truth hurts and it needs to be known especially during retrograde season..

We can actually take our time to think about what we can change in ourselves that adds to the problem and finally create a peaceful, long lasting solution!

As of right now, we all live on one planet which is quickly deteriorating because of us.

Globally, we need to wake up because this is an ALL People Problem.

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Mic Drops of Truth

Why do Evil people keep lying, spying, and stealing our information?

While People of entitlement are brought up to rule our generation, 

Misleading and building on the falsification of a bureaucratic nation, 

Selfish decisions are causing our beautiful planets deterioration, 

Release the knowledge with Mic Drops of Truth,

Let wisdom rain to save the future of the entire youth, 

The “fixed” system is getting too corrupt, 

Godly people, We need to speak up, 

We can improve society, 

It starts with you and me, 

Don’t be distracted by ‘their’ lies, 

Ask, what actually goes on beyond our eyes? 

They’ve got the pretty money to turn us toward the ugly robot, 

While those who are honestly outing them get labeled a ‘Thot,’

‘They’ just want power to divide and control us, 

Tainting our hearts until we don’t have any trust, 

‘They’ try to but can’t keep throwing us down, 

We’ll keep thriving up from the underground, 

Once we stop being who they expect us to be, 

Only then can we live peaceful and free, 

Godly, Real people that can relate, 

We’ve got the power to learn and educate, 

To Save Mother’s future we should try, 

Don’t let time keep passing you by, 

Be present in the moments we are blessed to fixate,

We’ve made it this far to Learn, Love, and to create. 🙂

Inspired by the Divine and the peaceful People of Truth

Patiently Loving

To the Realest:

This shadow aura has been a difficult time for most. With all of our patience, hard work, and support from each other we can get through it all.

Our lives can be mapped out into 2 journeys:

1) Where we can accomplish our goals, Be a Positive person, encourage others, fulfill our true purpose, and align with our Higher Selves.

OR…

2) We only think about material (physical) presence, stay negative, discourage other’s, don’t fulfill any purpose, and fall into our Lower Selves.

Unfortunately, there’s no gray area. It’s only one or the other..

When you think about your journey where has it taken you so far?  What path are you living?

At the end of the day, are you spending your time wisely and/ or happily?

I’m still working on achieving my higher alignment and am starting to be happier with my choices. I hope everyone tries to be their happiest,  higher self.

Globally, I am not sure what freedoms you may or may not have, but I’m a liberal, spiritual,  American Citizen. I love my country, though I don’t agree with our current leaders, I still love my home with all of my heart.

I Bled, loved, and lost here…

I hope all people could unite, be successful, and peaceful.

I would not be living in alignment with my higher self unless I stop thinking and start expressing myself. My mom was a single mom and an immigrant from the Philippine Islands before she stole my father, an American ‘Italian Stallion‘, from his girlfriend. They fell in love and stayed married until his dying day. They struggled financially, romantically, in every way and their patience and love for each other was so strong that they persevered through all obstacles until my dad’s lung cancer took his life.

Patience is a quality so difficult because life is precious and time is a concept we can’t waste. If there’s anything to be patient for it should be Each other. I know what my parents had is rare today but if you find that kind of love don’t let it go.  Patience and Real Love is genuinely unlimited, and open. 

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Alamo

This beautiful journey of life is like an Alamo,

Our Ancestors are the Roots that sow,

Leafs represent the people that we know,

The seeds from the trees is how we grow,

The ‘breezies’ come and go just like the wind flow,  

Love your branches because they may fall and go,

Mother is the foundation she provides the show. 

 

Inspired by the people I saw today. 🙂

 

 

 

 

 

 

Division is control

Hey  Realest:

I’m sorry for the delay… Maybe I’m slightly over programmed.. maybe not.. :/

Honestly, with difficulties learning in school, being a mom, and balancing work its been difficult to keep a strict schedule. Ill try to make it work as much as I can, but I’m only human for now. 😉

As you already know, “No Body’s Perfect,” like an amazing lyricist, J. Cole said.

Those that are rude, unoriginal, haters, and have time to sit and judge everybody else, let’s just call them “Mice.” (Animal mice are quite cute so sorry little mice.)

These “mice” are being paid to control and divide everything else with their Negative Influence. They are being sponsored by, let’s call them, “Sociopaths,” that can’t do their own work. You know who I’m writing about.. I shouldn’t have to list it.. If you have a question, ill answer it.

People that these “mice” bring down are telling the truth about hidden layers and secretive filters. These mice have a mass influence on everyone. Real people, we are stronger than that. We can listen to the influence, but how we react makes the difference.

“They” want us to fight, divide, as they laugh, while regular people kill each other off. That’s how “they” control us, at our most vulnerable.

The “Mice” are smart, but straight SOLD OUT. They gave in, being little piper puppets for these Evil “Sociopaths.” Who can’t even do anything by themselves. Is it pure coward, or is it because their horns are showing past a certain time? Where are they?

I’m a Hawk I’ll eat those “Mice”. 😉

No, just kidding I’m plant based, but I have questions on why they’re killing our mother, spreading lies, controlling the media, and more..

These “Mice” used to be regular, good people.  What the @#$* happened to them?? I pray to God, that they will find their way.

If the Divine saves them will their be peace again? Could we heal our mother and stop being distracted? Could we all help each other and be Truly free?

We are all people and we make odd choices sometimes, I just hope that they can change for the better.

I will continue to pray for their wondering souls and for peace.

I would love to listen to their Purpose for doing all the damage that they do. I hope it’s not all physical or material based, because money is temporary but “Your Soul is forever.”

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