The Heart.

Hi Realest:

My heart was all over the place before I got saved..

I put my time in to everybody else for too many years. I’m still breaking through the harsh struggles and cycles.

Enough is enough! Time to focus. I’m still finding my own identity with Jesus.

God will always come first. He breaks us down to build us back up again.. He knows how and what we struggle with, but he still loves us anyway. 

It only makes sense that I love to write and it’s about God. Every bit of His essence, is so amazingly beautiful. I’m learning more about His love, getting closer to Him everyday.

Who or what has your heart? How are you chasing it? 

I love to flow with my heart which is All God! 🙂  I write every day no matter where I am because I express my soul through my literary creations.

When the enemy messes with you: expose it,  pray it away, and sharpen your Word.

Don’t get caught up following the enemy judgments,  he just uses other people as puppets. Take control over your own emotions. 

Don’t forget about what truly matters, which is God and following His plans for you.

React with love, no matter what they say or do. God will bless you for it, whether little or big.. Put your time into Him, He won’t let you down..

Have Faith in his destiny for you.  He’ll always Keep it reeallll. 😉

“‘As a face is reflected in water, so the heart reflects the real person.” Proverbs 27:19 (NLT)

 

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The Heart. 

Writing is my untamed Art,

God guides my untainted Heart,

When love mixes my soul is clear,

Praying just to get by with no fear,

My art is a creative, humble expression,

Jesus breaks me through my deepest depression,

His beautiful grace will soon show,

The Realness of His love will abundantly grow.

 

Thanks for reading! Dedicated to God and His people. 🙂

A Second Chance

Hey realest:

When God gives you a second chance, you have to run with Him, right?

I truly believe He gave me a second chance almost two months ago..  I was sick, slowly dying, limping, and in constant pain. I was trying to hide it..  

I’m grateful about Almost two months ago I was stunned by His light, love, and healing. I owe Him my life. 

I have been asking for clarity on what he wants me to do with the second chance He gave me. I’ll obey Him, I know He wants me to do a lot but mainly to be “still”, be happy, to write wherever I am and to share His word around the world. Whatever He commands of me  I’ll do.

If you were given a new life, what would you do ?.. A whole second chance at life? 

Would you be the same after? 

Honestly, I’m letting God guide me through everything. I never knew what real love was until I felt that of God. 

The enemy tries to take me out by taking away opportunities, lying, slandering, depressing, distracting, hating, and using other people as his vessels. I’m human, and it does hurt. Especially when people you care about run your name down, but I know it’s not Really them, they’re being used.

It’s the “clout”, the enemy brings confusion with a cloudy mind. He lures them with his “fun” tactics, his beautiful, persuasive, cool voice, and demonizes them without them knowing. In one moment you can go from angel to demon. .

Which one are you??  There’s no gray area. Its with your freewill, your choice. What kind of actions are you choosing? Are your words used filled with love or hate? God will judge us.

I choose to live a thriving life with God rather than be ravished in evil. . I’m grateful to God for the church, to supportive friends, and to the new life he blessed me with.

Your second chance starts today! Everyday day is a new opportunity to do better than you have before..!

Although I may struggle in some areas of my life, God makes our life worth living.. 

 

Almost two months Ago, thanks be to God, with the hands of Pastor Tim I’m healed: 

 

 

 

Second Chance 

Ending the cycles of “Bad romance,”

Living through God in my Second Chance,

He loved me enough to start my life a new,

After all of the awful things I’ve been through,

Praying for God’s people to have prosperity,

For the Kingdom with God, we are free,

If you don’t change now then when?

To enter Heaven you must be Born Again.

 

**Thanks for reading!

Dedicated to Jesus, Gods people, and the Freedom church.

Spiritual Journey

Hey Realest,

God’s starting me over from the ground up, as I grow in this new life with the help and guidance from the friends He provided for me.

Half of the time it feels like an over whelming puzzle, but the other half is a warm, prosperous, unconditional, comforting, deep love.

It’s more difficult than a regular life but doesn’t that make the blessings received that much sweeter?

I never really cared for ‘glitzy glamour,’ or the materialistic side of  the physical form, but mostly about God, the environment, animals, and people. You realize who actually cares and helps you during your walk with Christ, or who’s just there to criticize it. When you uncover the truth you lose some friends, but you gain honest, loyal ones… 🙂

You realize what matters and what doesn’t, He’s breaking down the pride, shallowness, and sorrow. By replacing it with happiness, gifts, wisdom and generosity..

We all go through life with issues and carry it on like layers, upon layers. Our spiritual journey resembles a cake of our whole life story. Layers representing ideas, character, memories, people, environment, and talents.  The icing that connects all of the layers together is our emotions. The icing on top is our surfaced, physical appearance.  When God moves in our lives in every aspect, He’s making a whole new cake on the inside with Him in the center, with just a touch up on the outside.

He makes away and moves us. He breaks us to build us back up again in His wonderful, complex way.  He changes everything about us, once we put Him first. He brings you back in time with His revelations to heal from the past. He’ll let you see a glimpse of your future with His visions. He’s above all, time included, He’s love, the ultimate light of the universe.

 

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Spiritual Journey

He digs into our past to reveal,

The memories that we must heal,

This is all just the beginning,

For the eternal life we are winning,

Anything we go through, always pray,

Holding on to Him with Hope everyday,

Everything in life is a beautiful test,

Where are you going after you’ve been laid to rest?

 

 

Dedicated to Jesus and my friends who are guiding me.

Thanks for reading!

 

 

 

Me Vs. Myself

To the realest:

God is my everything.  I can never just go back to the choices that I’ve made before with my own free will. It’s been so difficult, because my spiritual side is battling with my physical side.

My spiritual and higher self is staying pure, patient, and strong VS. the physical side which is begging me to give into the old ways.

Being momentarily weak leads to feeling empty after, to stir away from God for a simple pleasure wouldn’t be worth it.  No matter how great it is.. 😉

Have you been falling weak to your lower self or easily influenced? Every choice we make counts either towards our higher purpose or molded into the lower self. Repent, it’s not too late to change. Treat other’s with respect, consider their personal struggles as well.

When I feel down, and situations have been throwing me off:  I pray harder. At the last minute, good people wonderfully motivate me without even knowing it, then I realize how blessed we are just to know each other. God really slaps you into perspective! 😉 Divine Timing is limitless.

“Yet God has made everything beautiful for its own time.” Ecclesiastes 2:11

When Gods presence is known, cherish the beautiful moment. There’s a progressing happiness that you can deeply feel and share from the healing love of God. It’s when the impossible becomes possible. Gods Love surrounds you when you lovingly speak of Him and praise Jesus,  it’s a wondrous, continuous, vast, joyous Holy spirit. 

Time is too precious, are you listening to God and your Spiritual Higher self ? Or are you being swayed and seduced by the enemy by being molded into his minion? Do not waste your time causing destruction on this planet where we all live. Instead you can put time into your destiny, while helping the planet with the guidance of God.  

 

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Grateful

God put me here to write that’s my reason,

We can all grow with prayers every season,

Love others from the heart,  let the words flow,

Jesus and Gods warriors is all I care to know,

We were saved and will always be grateful,

To Him we surrender and are forever faithful,

One love, one mind, one accord,

There’s power in Praising the Lord.

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Dedicated to God and Gods warriors. Thanks for helping through the tribulations in this first chapter in my new Born Again Life. 🙂

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dedication

To the realest:

Hey y’all I was baptized this Sunday! Yeehhh!  Hallelujah! 🙂

Spiritually, I feel wonderfully refreshed and am officially Born Again Christian! 😀

Physically, I’m more hypersensitive to different spirits, whereas before I was completely oblivious to it.  It’s a different perspective on life, when Jesus is by your side.. I’m pulling back from everything that once mattered to me, I don’t see anything the same anymore…

*The loving people that I’ve always valued are still as precious to me as always. I’ll always remember my old life as a beautiful harmonic memory intertwined and sprouted with my new found one. Gods first now and on, I go to Him before I act on anything, I will always be dedicated and faithful to Him.

Let’s keep a higher mind! 🙂 Keep your conscientiousness up by checking your thoughts, actions, and loving people in a non toxic way..

Never lower yourself. Don’t ever fall into the lies, rumors, or gossip because it fuels the hate that feeds the devil. Don’t feed (putting your energy) into any unforgiving, bitterness, fear or a doubtful concept that can avalanche when it can all be temporary. Take a deep breath before you do and say anything you may regret.. 

Don’t invite the devious in, don’t turn your back on God. Speak with love, and be the example He wants you to be.

 Do Something Great, while your here! 🙂  With our time on the planet make the most of it and be wise. What’s the point of being here without making a positive impact? Or being extremely popular if you don’t use your influence to better humanity or the planet? For Fame, Money, Materials? It’s not going to last, you can’t bring it to heaven nor hell. There is more than just a physical world, but while we have it we might as well try to Unite, and Fix it. 

Have you ever been fully dedicated to anything in your entire life?

This is my first time being dedicated to anything 100%. He means more to me than myself.  No more distractions,  Hes been calling me, so I choose to answer Him.

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Dedicated  

I’m metamorphosing and uninterruptedly consecrated,

For the Love and will of God is sharply concentrated,

It’s a great change within me,

That not everybody could see,

No more lust and temporary sensations,

Letting go of all of my toughest temptations,

I owe my whole life to Jesus,

He died for and continually saves us,

For His love and commands I’ll devout and obey,

Because He gives me purpose and brightens up my day.

 

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Dedicated to Jesus and Gods warriors.

The Process..

Hey realist:

These past few weeks have been a transitioning roller coaster.

As a person, I’m growing spiritually, physically, and mentally but being Tested… With ALL of the disappointments and  fails this past week, I choose not to sink. I choose to have a positive perspective, and not to dwell, there was a lot of good moments with dear people I will always value and cherish. With God and pure intentions in my prayers, it’s been working on me and some of my blessed friends fast. 🙂

I have been praying to be healed and my prayers were answered. I’m thankful to God through Pastor Tim for healing me. Seeing God that day was truly a stunned blessing. 

God makes no mistakes,  your perfect the way you are with faith. We truly are blessed even when feeling low, it’s temporary, don’t ever take life or your body for granted. That includes your mind and spirit, don’t taint your spirit by surrounding yourself, with negativity or bad energy.

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When God calls you to your higher alignment, I hope you let him guide you to where you need to be. With open arms, he’s got it under control. We are human, we make mistakes but ultimately you decide, with your free will out of the 2 choices:

1)  To be guided by God to higher alignment.

2) To follow his enemy to lower alignment.

That’s it,  just black and white. ALL things are possible through God, you can change… 

 

My Process.

Growing from being a Ratchet to a Born Again Angel,

The Devil tries to pull me down from every angle,

Used to be a selfish, stubborn, a drugged out sinner,

Now walking with God, to become a truthful Winner,

Still a battling, everyday human like you,

For Jesus, there’s nothing I wouldn’t do,

When hurting and was going to give up, nobody else could see,

He showed me mercy, love, strength, healing, and victory.

 

Dedicated to Jesus and my Godly friends guiding me closer  to Him.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Change.

 

Hey realist:

I’ve been having technical errors that have been deleting my entire post after spending time writing them. After the second post was deleted, I took a break, but I’m back! 

I love to write about everything especially about our Creator, He’s the great love of my life and the most important…

What’s the most important thing in your life?? (People, animals, government, rules, music, money or etc? ) That’s all we hear about is negative talk about people.. It’s not helping, so Try to Stop it!

Try not to bite into it. Think of Negativity like the sour apple from the Garden of Eden. The devil wants you to believe in all of the rumors, gossip, and lies. When you put your beautiful energy into actively listening to it, you taint your spirit and you feed your lower self. .. So avoid it..

We are ALL guilty of not being cautious of what we say, write, or do.. Now knowing you were feeding your lower self… Don’t let the worse version of yourself take over… We all have our own purpose through God with free will, Only you have the choice so CHANGE IT!

Don’t get sucked in anymore! Our time is too precious to give energy into the negative, and shallow influence. When you know in your heart what is divine and real, take it as a sign… You will feel it. 😉

Please don’t ever be stirred away from the 7 Most important ideals:

  1. GOD. *
  2. Happiness & Love.
  3. Your Goals leading to your higher self.
  4. True Family.
  5. Mother & Earthlings.
  6. Compassion & Gratefulness.
  7. Honesty & Forgiveness.

 

Anything or anybody stirring you away from the 7 ideals is a negative influence.

 

 

Change.

I need God to motivate me,

Revive my spirit, set me free,

Dear lord I need to breakthrough please,

I pray for love, strength and peace,

Even if my life I must rearrange,

I surrender to you for a positive change.

 

 

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Thanks for reading.. Inspired by my Godly friends. 🙂