The Heart.

Hi Realest:

My heart was all over the place before I got saved..

I put my time in to everybody else for too many years. I’m still breaking through the harsh struggles and cycles.

Enough is enough! Time to focus. I’m still finding my own identity with Jesus.

God will always come first. He breaks us down to build us back up again.. He knows how and what we struggle with, but he still loves us anyway. 

It only makes sense that I love to write and it’s about God. Every bit of His essence, is so amazingly beautiful. I’m learning more about His love, getting closer to Him everyday.

Who or what has your heart? How are you chasing it? 

I love to flow with my heart which is All God! 🙂  I write every day no matter where I am because I express my soul through my literary creations.

When the enemy messes with you: expose it,  pray it away, and sharpen your Word.

Don’t get caught up following the enemy judgments,  he just uses other people as puppets. Take control over your own emotions. 

Don’t forget about what truly matters, which is God and following His plans for you.

React with love, no matter what they say or do. God will bless you for it, whether little or big.. Put your time into Him, He won’t let you down..

Have Faith in his destiny for you.  He’ll always Keep it reeallll. 😉

“‘As a face is reflected in water, so the heart reflects the real person.” Proverbs 27:19 (NLT)

 

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The Heart. 

Writing is my untamed Art,

God guides my untainted Heart,

When love mixes my soul is clear,

Praying just to get by with no fear,

My art is a creative, humble expression,

Jesus breaks me through my deepest depression,

His beautiful grace will soon show,

The Realness of His love will abundantly grow.

 

Thanks for reading! Dedicated to God and His people. 🙂

A Second Chance

Hey realest:

When God gives you a second chance, you have to run with Him, right?

I truly believe He gave me a second chance almost two months ago..  I was sick, slowly dying, limping, and in constant pain. I was trying to hide it..  

I’m grateful about Almost two months ago I was stunned by His light, love, and healing. I owe Him my life. 

I have been asking for clarity on what he wants me to do with the second chance He gave me. I’ll obey Him, I know He wants me to do a lot but mainly to be “still”, be happy, to write wherever I am and to share His word around the world. Whatever He commands of me  I’ll do.

If you were given a new life, what would you do ?.. A whole second chance at life? 

Would you be the same after? 

Honestly, I’m letting God guide me through everything. I never knew what real love was until I felt that of God. 

The enemy tries to take me out by taking away opportunities, lying, slandering, depressing, distracting, hating, and using other people as his vessels. I’m human, and it does hurt. Especially when people you care about run your name down, but I know it’s not Really them, they’re being used.

It’s the “clout”, the enemy brings confusion with a cloudy mind. He lures them with his “fun” tactics, his beautiful, persuasive, cool voice, and demonizes them without them knowing. In one moment you can go from angel to demon. .

Which one are you??  There’s no gray area. Its with your freewill, your choice. What kind of actions are you choosing? Are your words used filled with love or hate? God will judge us.

I choose to live a thriving life with God rather than be ravished in evil. . I’m grateful to God for the church, to supportive friends, and to the new life he blessed me with.

Your second chance starts today! Everyday day is a new opportunity to do better than you have before..!

Although I may struggle in some areas of my life, God makes our life worth living.. 

 

Almost two months Ago, thanks be to God, with the hands of Pastor Tim I’m healed: 

 

 

 

Second Chance 

Ending the cycles of “Bad romance,”

Living through God in my Second Chance,

He loved me enough to start my life a new,

After all of the awful things I’ve been through,

Praying for God’s people to have prosperity,

For the Kingdom with God, we are free,

If you don’t change now then when?

To enter Heaven you must be Born Again.

 

**Thanks for reading!

Dedicated to Jesus, Gods people, and the Freedom church.

Spiritual Journey

Hey Realest,

God’s starting me over from the ground up, as I grow in this new life with the help and guidance from the friends He provided for me.

Half of the time it feels like an over whelming puzzle, but the other half is a warm, prosperous, unconditional, comforting, deep love.

It’s more difficult than a regular life but doesn’t that make the blessings received that much sweeter?

I never really cared for ‘glitzy glamour,’ or the materialistic side of  the physical form, but mostly about God, the environment, animals, and people. You realize who actually cares and helps you during your walk with Christ, or who’s just there to criticize it. When you uncover the truth you lose some friends, but you gain honest, loyal ones… 🙂

You realize what matters and what doesn’t, He’s breaking down the pride, shallowness, and sorrow. By replacing it with happiness, gifts, wisdom and generosity..

We all go through life with issues and carry it on like layers, upon layers. Our spiritual journey resembles a cake of our whole life story. Layers representing ideas, character, memories, people, environment, and talents.  The icing that connects all of the layers together is our emotions. The icing on top is our surfaced, physical appearance.  When God moves in our lives in every aspect, He’s making a whole new cake on the inside with Him in the center, with just a touch up on the outside.

He makes away and moves us. He breaks us to build us back up again in His wonderful, complex way.  He changes everything about us, once we put Him first. He brings you back in time with His revelations to heal from the past. He’ll let you see a glimpse of your future with His visions. He’s above all, time included, He’s love, the ultimate light of the universe.

 

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Spiritual Journey

He digs into our past to reveal,

The memories that we must heal,

This is all just the beginning,

For the eternal life we are winning,

Anything we go through, always pray,

Holding on to Him with Hope everyday,

Everything in life is a beautiful test,

Where are you going after you’ve been laid to rest?

 

 

Dedicated to Jesus and my friends who are guiding me.

Thanks for reading!

 

 

 

Change.

 

Hey realist:

I’ve been having technical errors that have been deleting my entire post after spending time writing them. After the second post was deleted, I took a break, but I’m back! 

I love to write about everything especially about our Creator, He’s the great love of my life and the most important…

What’s the most important thing in your life?? (People, animals, government, rules, music, money or etc? ) That’s all we hear about is negative talk about people.. It’s not helping, so Try to Stop it!

Try not to bite into it. Think of Negativity like the sour apple from the Garden of Eden. The devil wants you to believe in all of the rumors, gossip, and lies. When you put your beautiful energy into actively listening to it, you taint your spirit and you feed your lower self. .. So avoid it..

We are ALL guilty of not being cautious of what we say, write, or do.. Now knowing you were feeding your lower self… Don’t let the worse version of yourself take over… We all have our own purpose through God with free will, Only you have the choice so CHANGE IT!

Don’t get sucked in anymore! Our time is too precious to give energy into the negative, and shallow influence. When you know in your heart what is divine and real, take it as a sign… You will feel it. 😉

Please don’t ever be stirred away from the 7 Most important ideals:

  1. GOD. *
  2. Happiness & Love.
  3. Your Goals leading to your higher self.
  4. True Family.
  5. Mother & Earthlings.
  6. Compassion & Gratefulness.
  7. Honesty & Forgiveness.

 

Anything or anybody stirring you away from the 7 ideals is a negative influence.

 

 

Change.

I need God to motivate me,

Revive my spirit, set me free,

Dear lord I need to breakthrough please,

I pray for love, strength and peace,

Even if my life I must rearrange,

I surrender to you for a positive change.

 

 

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Thanks for reading.. Inspired by my Godly friends. 🙂

 

The Real Me.

Hey loves:

I’ve been going through it. The rough feels of the break up, school, work, being disappointed, and figuring out who I am. The entirety of the process!

I usually try to keep it sugarcoated but today, if I sound bitter, I don’t apologize, I’m being ‘too honest’. I find there are many shady, shallow, haters or “mice” along with some rare wise, sweet, or honest and quality people. The worlds population is increasing in persona, but does anyone even really know who they are? If they do, are they doing there part to help society? (Without other’s telling them who and what to be.)

We are each here for our own pure purpose and everything else that doesn’t answer Yes to the questions is a negative distraction to guide us away from our Light: 

Does ‘the persona’ match with who they actually are? Does it align with there true purpose? Are they sending a valuable, teaching, funny, healing, positive, or a loving message? 

If not, whats the point? We don’t need it!

I don’t want to hurt anybody but it’s apart of the spiritual process to help others, while expressing honesty through creativity, prayers, and blessings.

Where are we guiding the future? Is it preparing our children to accomplish goals or better humanity or the planet? Or are we programming our children to follow the masses? I love my country, but I know we are guilty of controlled conditioning. People are starting to wake up (thank God!) and envision the world of higher alignment and peace.

When I actually do have the time to write I put my whole heart into my words. All of my emotions included, the happy, angry, and sad are all here. This is who I am.  Beyond the physical changing appearance, beyond labels, beyond finances, or stigmas, or misinterpretations, this is the real me.

Who is the real you?? 

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The Real Me. 

My heart is still healing from being broken, 

Went from the American Dream to now woken, 

I’m making choices and now I’m even more confused, 

I have to pay the bills, so the ‘program’ can’t be refused, 

I’m still in school hurting and learning,

Pure knowledge is what I’ve been yearning, 

Through education my power is able to exercise, 

Apart of my inspired soul challenges to rise,  

“An all around writer” has flourished to be, 

 Call it fate, Gods destiny, this is the real me.

I pray for my true friends, family, and the people that read with an open mind. This maybe just a simple blog to others but it’s truly me spilling myself with words and communicating to the world since I’m usually too busy. Thanks for taking the time out to read.  God Bless!!

Mic Drops of Truth

Realest:

I appreciate your patience.. I have been as real as I possibly can, especially about things I truly understand…

No, not everybody knows everything AT ALL. We understand concepts and hints about people, but trust, even the smartest people don’t know everything..

I have no shame in asking questions, especially about issues, or topics I don’t understand. This is how we find Real, factual, information is by asking questions… Knowledge is power after all..

Some of my many ‘unanswered questions’ are :

Why are people reading tweets as facts especially our leaders? Why do people quote it more than the bible or other holy books? 

I’m not knocking social media, its purpose of connecting internationally is motivating a positive movement in society but only if used Correctly, but most people haven’t been using it correctly. . Studies found an increasing rate of depression connected to those that always use social media, especially in the younger generation..

The voluntary information that we give online goes directly to our political Leaders, FBI, CIA, marketing algorithms, and other government authorities.. My Privacy is important and I don’t think it’s right for  people to subliminally “Control” others.

**Why don’t we use the abandon buildings in the Down Town areas as a  Homeless Shelter on one Level, Urban Farming on another level, kitchen on another level, Animal shelters on another level, Fixed Income Mental & Physical Health clinics on another, Computer engineering and programming on another?  In the urban farming sector we can produce a delicious snack such as a potato, bell pepper, okra, etc or an inexpensive vegetable or fruit to consume and bring funds for this project. We can create a mentor-ship program to help people become trained and counseled to pick a vocation. It will eventually become self ran but still regulated. This can help the economy by increasing employment for the fellowship as well as the Police Department that can help regulate these sections, and increase the quality of life in the demographic.

“They” always say that they are going to build more outside the city but haven’t yet…. Wouldn’t “they” save more money and resources if they just fixed the buildings? ?

Why are some people still drilling into our Mother for oil after all of the harmful effects known and gases shes leaking?  

“They” already know how dangerous it is to our environment,  and still “they” want to hurt us all, Rather than use their resources to expand synthetic oils which would eventually maximize profits and give us a chance at a future. . .

I don’t mean to Make everybody angry nor is it my job to make everybody happy,  people need to start asking honest questions for actual change to occur… 

No More distractions! 

Again, I know I’m being  harsher than usual but the ugly truth hurts and it needs to be known especially during retrograde season..

We can actually take our time to think about what we can change in ourselves that adds to the problem and finally create a peaceful, long lasting solution!

As of right now, we all live on one planet which is quickly deteriorating because of us.

Globally, we need to wake up because this is an ALL People Problem.

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Mic Drops of Truth

Why do Evil people keep lying, spying, and stealing our information?

While People of entitlement are brought up to rule our generation, 

Misleading and building on the falsification of a bureaucratic nation, 

Selfish decisions are causing our beautiful planets deterioration, 

Release the knowledge with Mic Drops of Truth,

Let wisdom rain to save the future of the entire youth, 

The “fixed” system is getting too corrupt, 

Godly people, We need to speak up, 

We can improve society, 

It starts with you and me, 

Don’t be distracted by ‘their’ lies, 

Ask, what actually goes on beyond our eyes? 

They’ve got the pretty money to turn us toward the ugly robot, 

While those who are honestly outing them get labeled a ‘Thot,’

‘They’ just want power to divide and control us, 

Tainting our hearts until we don’t have any trust, 

‘They’ try to but can’t keep throwing us down, 

We’ll keep thriving up from the underground, 

Once we stop being who they expect us to be, 

Only then can we live peaceful and free, 

Godly, Real people that can relate, 

We’ve got the power to learn and educate, 

To Save Mother’s future we should try, 

Don’t let time keep passing you by, 

Be present in the moments we are blessed to fixate,

We’ve made it this far to Learn, Love, and to create. 🙂

Inspired by the Divine and the peaceful People of Truth

Peace Please

To the realest :

Live in peace and harmony, it’s what our saviors wanted. For all of us to love, learn, be grateful and live up to our higher selves.

We all have our own issues but we can’t keep taking it out on each other.

This anger and rage that people have towards one another, has got to be dealt with in a healthy way. We are human, feelings are normal but how we express those feelings is what we need to pay attention to.

If you need to Vent it out, do what you need to do but please, no more Abuse or hurting Each other. That’s what “they” want, for the people to conform and to lessen in numbers.

 Don’t give in because We are Born to stand out..

Try to Stress Less, step away for 30 mins to an hour and do what makes you happy:

Whether it’s Running, Zumba, Yoga, Drawing, Singing, biking,  hiking, crafting, white river rafting, or Rapping. These activities are known to release stress, clear your mind,  or raise your endorphins.  (I don’t recommend drinking unless your mentally in a good place.)

Step out for a second, ground and get your quality Activity time however long you need to..  Trust yourself, enjoy the moment, then you’ll feel better, we deserve some quality time to clear our mental space. Stress and sadness can be temporary, take a “breather,” we can choose to be happy.

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 Peace Please. 

Preach it to your sister and brother, 

No more hurting or killing each other,

Represent love through God and the Mother, 

We all have a reason to be,  

We work hard, to live free, 

We All deserve to be happy,

Divine gifted us with this life to know love, 

Not to conform, not to push, or shove, 

To show what your soul is truly made of,

Forgive, have mercy, and have fun, 

Smile peacefully under the bright sun, 

Love all because in the end we are one. 

 

To everybody that was involved with the shootings and CA fires,  this goes to you guys.. My deep condolences and heart felt prayers to you all…

Thanks for reading Real ones!